I hate running into walls. Tonight at swim practice, we had to swim 600 meters as a warm-up. I managed... 400, maybe. I wanted to keep going, but I simply couldn't. My body failed me. I was fuming. I have so many reasons for wanting to give it my all at every practice. This is the first time I've ever been on any school team. I want to prove to myself that I'm capable. It's all about making a new start, creating a new reputation, becoming someone worth a damn, and most importantly not being the kid that I hated so much through high school and community college. 

I'm going to practice in the morning tomorrow. If what I heard is true, then we're swimming with bungies tomorrow. I will push until I can't anymore. I will not stop until I become the best swimmer on the team. Nothing will stand in my way. 

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